Time Checked

It’s sad, how I always end up here as it seems as if there’s really no one else I can talk to.  Apparently, there are people who care, yet I turn them down again and again. I dont see a need, to drag someone else down with me. Who do I have to blame, really, no one, but, myself.

It’s not like there is nothing to be happy about in my life, it’s not like nothing pleases me. Then why the hell am I here, again, choosing to upload a melodramatic post, indulging myself in despair.

I hate myself.

Facade

it’s so familiar… I can’t breathe

Need

Daddy God,

How can it hurt so bad.

Make me forget, I don’t want it in my mind.

Please, stop the aching…

5 months later

Dear Geraldine,

Lets cut the crap and hit straight to the point.

So, Miss high and mighty, what makes you think you have the rights to manipulate the people that care for you most. You enjoy doing that don’t you? You claimed that you care, and yet, your actions speaks otherwise. How smart, what exactly are you trying to do? To prove that you’re a Samaritan?

Come on, you’re obviously far from that.

You may still be a gem to the people you’ve chose to betray/hurt. But you know what you are to me?

One word..

Bitch.

Warmest Regards,

Geraldine Ong.

Smiles

Heard a song from a TV program. A song that you sent me last year. A song that is so..so.. You (:

疼妳的责任 –  品冠

每次妳任性时说的一些话 妳知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧 最后依然体贴的送妳回家

有时想如果我不是一直让 妳也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠 做得让妳有一点难过失望

总觉得有疼妳的责任 要妳是最快乐最单纯的人
因为妳让我的心变得丰盛 原来不奢望的变成可能

总觉得有疼妳的责任 让妳做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任 爱得了解包容
才算爱得完整

So many things that you’ve done for me. So many little things that I’ve overlooked.

谢谢你…那么的疼我 ((:

Hi stranger

i forgot how it felt like …. to blog.

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Been a year (:

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Awesome Christmas

Chirstmas eve’s awesome! Santa presented me with a 39.4 degree fever. Hoho.

Geraldine wants to remember this day. uh huh uh huh.

You prepared milo, piggy back’d me when i couldn’t walk, spoke to the doctor, fed me medication/porridge and stayed with me all the way. You even cleaned up my disgusting vomit, ew.

Ni zhi dao wo shi you duo mo de gan dong ma?

Hehe.