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HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !

This is gonna be a good year. Know Why? Because I said so. :D

Baby, you make me fall for you over and over again. (:
I love you heaps heaps heaps. 

Squishy !

The main purpose of the shopping trip with boy boy today was to get him a proper Christmas present.

Meh, not only did we not find his present, he ended up buying 2 t shirts from Levis for me.
-.- Ima loser -.-

Anyhow, So cute >< !!! And nope, i did not forcefully put the cap on him and make him pose for a picture. Nope. I didn’t

Oh oh !! Thanks to Daniel, he went through all the trouble to get back my long lost Conquer Online account! Woots! Lvl 128 Trogan, Sexy isn’t she *drools*

When i grow up

One day I’m gonna write a book. I mean it.

Shopping with boy boy tml. And he claims that i’m always tired when i’m out with him. Gonna be a good girl and go to bed.

Sweet dreams people.

Very Belated Merry Christmas

Fwhahaha, I’ve completed my SIP report in a day. Woots~ Just like i’ve said huh ! In a day! Ok, not really, Less than a day plus 2 hours. *show off* Hoho… All hail Geraldine!

Bah, Whatever.

Merry Belated Christmas !

hmmmm… Lol?

I actually enjoyed doing my S.I.P report. Lol.

Anyhow, gonna accompany mummy to church for e Chritmas celebration.

Poor boy he’s gonna have to count down in Camp. Will be meeting him tomorrow (((((: Miss him heaps.

Here, There, Where? Everywhere.

Shopping with lin today after the short LAspBus project meeting. Yawns. Although i felt really drained, after all the thinking, confusion, blah, whatever, the shopping trip really helped. Bought a few christmas gifts (:

Chat, Bitched, Complained, Whine with her made me feel all better. It really does help when someone else understands. Not that i’m happy she knows the feeling too, but it just makes you feel better. Much better.

When it comes to shit situations like that, I am totally not capable of making any decision. How the hell do i choose when there is like, a thousand and one solutions in my mind. You told me the solution, and i’ll stick to it.
“Have a little more faith and trust, just don’t assume for the worst”

Thank you again girl.

Daddy God,
I do not want pretty dresses nor bags for Christmas,  Just little moments for my mind to rest, let it go blank, just like lin’s (: She told me, it’s pin drop silence inside her mind. I want that, I wanna close my eyes and rest too. For the sake of my sanity and for the people around me. Thats what i want for Christmas.

For the important people in my life

EELIN!
Thank you so much for being there, whenever i’m ready to share, not my bliss, but those nasty rants. You were right when you say our friendship’s really cool. It like there is this this bond that ties our friendship together (: No matter how long we’ve lost contact, the moment we hang out together again, we click. Lol. I’m really happy for you you know? Now that u’ve found JJ (: Doubt he’ll read this. But thank you JJ!! For taking good care of my bestie, for loving her ^^

FAMILY!
Hehe, the place where i can always return to. People that will always stay around me. Even though daddy’s not always around, i know that he cares alot. Mummy’s my best friend, who listen to my problem and share hers with me also the one who shower me with hugs and kisses when i’m upset. ((:  My little bro, that poor little thing who suffers from my bad temper but never got angry with me. Dumb dumb who simply enjoys himself just by sitting beside me and watching me play games =.= I enjoy your company too (:

 TAI ZHENG. OU TAI ZHENG.
You’ve accepted my flaws and stayed. I don’t know what to say, so many things to thank you for. You’re not perfect, but perfect enough for me. I wanna grow up and old with you. I love you (:

It defines acceptance

Alrighty. Was hurt, angry, upset, relieved, a mess. I’ve got no idea what happen and whats with the sudden change. But its alright. I mean, if its for the best, then why not.

Even though u were mean, but i don’t hate you. Not really. If that’s what u’ve decided on, your decision is respected.

I won’t forget you, nope, not totally. Like eelin had said, u came, and u left footprints.

It’s not that i don’t blame you or anything, yeah, i’m not an angel or whatever. But i won’t stay mad. Maybe this is the best. You moving on, thats what i’ve always been asking for. I feel kinda relieved too, the guilt moving away, the weight lightened. Maybe your decision is right after all. Good for everyone ((:

I will let go and be happy (:

Bah.

It is SO not worth it.

What can she say….

You told her, it’s alright.

That everything will be fine…

That she’s a silly girl…

That she’s not in the wrong…

That you don’t blame her….

That she’s not the biggest loser for hurting you…

That you’ll always be there whether she want it or not…

How can that be? Is it even possible? She believed because you said so.

Finally you’re doing things your way. You’ve decided to be good to yourself.

It happened. She knew it. It’s expected. She’s ok… She’s happy for you.

It’s ok.. really….

Thank you, my best friend, my jacob.