Please

please.. Please… Please take this pain away…

There, u have it

you were never mine in the first place.

Best 2 months, ever.

Hope ull forget me and love your new family..

We’ll miss you…

I wish u were mine…

Reality

Is it me, or are all the insecurties and suffocation my imagination.

I need a wake up call, badly.

Time Checked

It’s sad, how I always end up here as it seems as if there’s really no one else I can talk to.  Apparently, there are people who care, yet I turn them down again and again. I dont see a need, to drag someone else down with me. Who do I have to blame, really, no one, but, myself.

It’s not like there is nothing to be happy about in my life, it’s not like nothing pleases me. Then why the hell am I here, again, choosing to upload a melodramatic post, indulging myself in despair.

I hate myself.